COKE side of life--Jess

GNA BE LEGAL SOON!!!!!XD

2009-08-21T04:06:00.000-07:00

finally..
im gna turn 18 few days later..
d main point is tat im gna b LEGAL doin anything!!!!
YEAH''

i jz realized tat i hv been suc a long time din update my blog dy
And i look through my blog jz nw..
Feel so boring and lame
LOL xD

LENKA-THE SHOW

2009-08-18T22:20:00.000-07:00

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze, and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't do it alone

I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop

Or else my heart is going to pop

'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot

To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love

'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze, and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't do it alone

I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down

I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky

Just like a giant spot light

The people follow the signs

And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows

they've got a ticket to the show.

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze, and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't do it alone

I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down

I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle

Life is a maze, and love is a riddle

I don't know where to go

Can't do it alone

I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment

I'm so scared but I don't show it

I can't figure it out

It's bringing me down

I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show dum de dum, da dum de dumand just enjoy the show da dum de dum, da
dum de dum and just enjoy the show

I want my money back (3x)Just enjoy the show
I want my money back(x3)Just enjoy the show

LUCKY-Jason Mraz feat.Colbie Calliat

2009-08-16T21:59:00.000-07:00

(Jason)Do you hear me,I’m talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

(Colbie)Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the seaI keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

(Both)I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Ooohh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,
Oooh ooh ooh ooh

(Both)They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

(Both)I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

(Jason)And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

(Colbie)Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

(Both)I’m lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I’m lucky we’re in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Ooooh, ooooh, oooh, oooh,Oooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.

==

2009-08-13T04:04:00.000-07:00

Hmm..
normally i wil doin my homework rite nw in library..
bt today i dun hv any homework since i skip a lot of classes..
i was like so fatigue and lethargic to go to class..
and i do prefer doin something else to fulfil my boring morning..

Anyway..
i dun wanna to say muc
jz watitng to meet up my babes later@@
:DD

:'( represents my expression now**

2009-08-11T22:18:00.000-07:00

I wanna shout out sth nw..
Bt i couldnt..!!!
i dun dare...:(

happyurfinallyhere

2009-08-10T03:24:00.000-07:00

Babe..
finally i can meet u tis week..
i feel so glad and happy tat u r eventually here!!!
love u so muc babe!
when i jz received ur call jz nw i was like so surprised tat u r comin tml..
i hope to c u soon since we din hang out tgt 4 suc a long time..:(
i mis the moment we spend tgt all the time durin high skul..
bt since u left or i left..
i feel insecure as no one can make jokes as hilarious as u do..
So..
jz wanna giv u a big hug when u came here..

Although im bzin v my homework nwadays
bt i wil spend some times on u..
anytime u wan me to hang i wil always free for u..
we wil hv a great time in those few days..
I reali reali mis u alot!!!!!!!!!XD
i nvr try to 'miscontact' v u cz i knw u r my true fren..or buddy somehow..
I reali appreciate tat i hv suc a fren like u..
So..
dun say im nt bother u anymore since im comin here to study..
Deep inside my heart..
frankly
im stil missin u alot..

i wonder wd we gna do on tis week..
catch up a mv?chill at somewhere and chitchat?..
ANYTHING will b fine as long as i can meet u up FINALLY AND FINALLY!!!!!!!!!
yeah
i wil tryin to finish up al my stuffs b4 tat to meet u up..
i wil try my best to do all those things asapLY..
hope u miss me a lot too..
:)

hmm..
today im feelin unwell again..
all those dizziness surround my head again..
i feel reali uncomfortable and my face is like so pale..
GOSH..
so i decided to take a rest tnt..
:D

~i gotta feeling~*listening*

i still hv to say..
im feel alive afta u giv me a call jz nw..
im reali happy with it and i wil appreciate the time we gt tgt..
mis u BABE!!!!!

i wanna do my stuffs nw..
po my post sooner or later..
:D
tats all for today~

DUNNO wd to do today!!

2009-08-09T02:22:00.000-07:00

basically i suppose to do my homework every SUN..
bt today..
im feelin so laid-back..XD

Erm..
first of all..
i hv to say GOODBYE to MANDY & MIKA
hv a nice time v u all..
and hv a nice talk too within those few days..
i wil miss u guys a lot..
take care**

Secondly..
i am wondering wd to do today..
the time nw is..erm..ard 530pm..
since i wake up for so long time i still hvt figure out wd am i gna do today?..
im sooo BORING..
bt dun feel like hanging out..
DUH DUH..
perhaps spending some time to hear some love songs:D

btw..
i wanna thank my hubby for bringin me to those places few days ago..
i appreciate a lot and im so happy to b with u..
d buffet is nice as i enjoy to hv repeatin haagen daaz..
and um
although the 'rave party' is sucks..
bt the 'late nite drinkin session' is amazing and romantic..
i love the place so muc as it is so quiet and ful of privacy..
I love u B~

regardless of those things..
wd shud i gna do nw?
nth to do..
im so borin and sort of dying dy
my eyes is like so dry and i cant do anything wif it..
haih..
the sun is like so shiny and the weather is so damn hot..
dun even hv d opportunity to step out..
Haih..
today shud b a borin day and hv to hide myself in a small room..
FINALLY

i decided wd im goin to do nw..
hehe

FACEBOOK!!!xD

hmm..

nth to do again afta my 'facebook route'

sounds borin huh??!!

ARGH..

many foods r headin into my lil stomach jz nw..

again..

is time for me to say

IM REGRET!!!

and u ruin my mood and my self-esteem for sure..

wdever..i still love to eat..:D

im keep hearin 'lucky' from Jason Mraz and Colbie Calliat today..

i dunno hw many times i heard dy..

10 times?20 times?

sth ard tat..

so i decided to hear our 'love song'NOW..

thinking of you by Katy Perry..

i hope u understand B..

im always THINKIN OF U..

huggies^^

moreover..

i still hvt start doin my hw yet..

nvm its okay..

i wil do it tml in the early mornin..

HAHA

Um,,

my frens callin me for heading to study room nw..

btw i dun wanna study nw..

so jz do her a favour acc her as well..

i wil bring my laptop along and keep on fb again..

TIS CAL LIFE!!!

XOXO

:(

2009-08-07T21:04:00.000-07:00

im still consider abt the consequences if i reali SAY tat..
and i envy other ppl hu hv things tat i wont reali get..
IN A NUTSHELL~

im still a materialistic gal and its nvr CHANGE...4ever

speechless

2009-08-05T21:18:00.000-07:00

Im feeling unwell today..
starts since i wake up at 8.00am..
Im very curious y im feelin nt comfortable today..
Am i lack of slip?thinkin too muc abt other unnessecary things?..OR..
bla bla bla..
I still hv to face 2 tests ltr..
Sucks man!!!
Im nt mentally and psycologically prepared yet..
Hmm,,
I jz hd my chemistry test in my 1st class..
the ques was reali sucks..
F**k i gna get low marks on tat accessment..
although it jz a QUIZ..
bt i k abt it..
:(

MANDY WONG..
i wanna meet u soon,,
err..atcually is the nex day of today..LOL
i was a lil bit excited since i din c u 4 a couple of months,,
and u bring ur boo coming too..
i mis u guys:D:D:D:D:D
can c u all im reali feel happy!!!

I mis my home too..
i hope i can get bk soon to hv a short break..
i was so tired of facin those mathematical formulas and biological terms..
AWWW~~reali sucks..
and oso my birthday is sandwiched by both accessment and presentation..
OHH..
again
tat reali SUCKS..!!!:(
I nid a short vacation as well..

Hmm..
tnt im gna to watch G.I joe v my frens..
finally..
I wait the mv for so long dy..
i mus watch tat tnt..
Bt im scared tat the ticket wil sold out since i hvt go 2 buy the tickets yet..
Hmm..
hope can get a nice seats for us!!..

haih..
seems like im so moody and dwn lately..
IM CONFUSIN on wd decision tat i hd made earlier..
sounds like i hd took a wrong pathway and dunno whether i hv to go deeper into it or nt..
i jz nid somebody to tok to..
every moment i hear '21 guns' i wil cry for suc a long time..
jz wanna sth tat can reali heal my wound although i knw it wouldnt heal up my cuts for a long time..

Wanna go class dy..
NW-G-3 im coming!!
thus End the post earlier..
Gd luck to me on my tests..
GOD BLESS ME!!!

tired

2009-08-05T05:28:00.000-07:00

Im exhausted...
No caption again besides tat..
So..
gd nite guys..

PERVERT!!!

2009-08-02T21:59:00.000-07:00

I tot today is a new day and the starter of my wonderful day..
Bt unfortunately 'u' ruin my day and of cz my MOOD man..

U r totally a pervert..
i try to convince u dun keep following me and tok to me again,,
Bt y u still do tat afta 3 months??..
Furthermore..
plz dun eat ur sandwiches in front of me and dun purposely sit beside or in front of me..
I jz wan u to OUT OF MY SIGHT AND GET OFF FRM MY MIND..
Ur soooo disgustin until i cant even find another suitable term to describe u except PERVERT!!!
Oh gosh..
and dun try to interact v me v those broken languages
Wdever..
i knw ur nt Malaysian bt plz respect my life and my PRIVACY..
of cz u can do wd u wan bt u hv to ponder abt d results afta tis..
i jz wanna KICK UR ASS OFF frm my place and my area..

I hope tis is ur last time u do tat to me
and i promise i wont look at u or starred at u even though i c u..
i wil pretend nt to c u and i wil try to make u bcome a transparent thing in my mind..
MOTHERFUCKER u jz get rid off my life and dun make a dirty spot in my col life..
u r so damn disgusting!!!
YOU TIS DIRTY LIL BUGS!!!

the nex day of SUNDAY is MONDAY!!

2009-08-02T03:18:00.001-07:00

Is sunday a fascinating day 4 u?
Is sunday a tiring day 4 u?
Or sunday is a lonely day 4 u?

In my opinion,
Sunday is the day tat nex to monday so my mood is gna swing** again..
LOL..
Did i tel u guys tat d comin week i gotta hv 5 tests??..
MON gt 1 test TUES gt 1 test WED gt 1 test and THUR gt 4 testSSSSSSSS!!!
ARGH..
I still hvt fully prepared yet..
hw hw hw?..

==

Hmm,,
i wanna bk to kch as i wanna move into my new hze..
Bt unfortunately my studies interrupt and stop my way to go home..
DAMN it..
i wan to get bk home as i mis the warmth of my hze and i din feel comfortable in my room rite nw..
Its so small and i cant resist to hv housemates tat stay tgt v me in a unit..
Perhaps i own my private unit??..haha

O-M-G..
wd i can say nw is OMG..
today..
same still..
keep eating non-stoply..
i was so fed up bt wdelse cn i do??..
answer is NOTHING I CAN DO..
its fine:(

also..
i wan to MENTION and EMPHASIZE tat..
i wont make any troublesome again..EVER!!!
if i do..i wont tell u again..
it brings a lot of dramatic between us..
and i wan to stop all those stuffs between us..
i dun wanna argue..
i dun wanna furious..
i dun wanna get angry and i hope u do too..
sort of superficial

I nid time to calm dwn..
dun wanna study for tnt..no mood to study AT ALL
GD NITE everyone..

wd the HELL??!!@#$%^&*

2009-08-01T01:02:00.000-07:00

wd the hell??
wds wrong with me today??

1st of all..
I would like to let u guys knw abt wd im doin jz nw..
i ate 2 snickers, 5 packs m&m and one coke staright away..
afta i finish doin my chem i jz realised i ate all those stuff into my stomach..
WD THE HELL..
i regret until nw and i decided to giv vent on here..
OH GOD..
y i cant resist those temptation??,,
im worried abt my weight again and again..
Thus,,
I wanna go to gym half an hr ltr..hmm,,ard 5 i think
no matter hw..i hv to force myself to go today..
otherwise i hv to shout out 'I wanna die' again..LOL

*a big sigh*
hu can help me??
i feel so depressed and my heart fulfilled by sadness and depression..:(
i was alone tis whole afternoon and dun feel like seeing anyone..
nwadays i dunno y..
i turn out to bcome more intrapersonal..
feel weird..
& i still nt acclimatize yet..
WHY WHY AND WHY??
*i prefer to b a lil more cocky*:D

Baby..
i mis u sooo muc and i hope u r somewhere ard me..
Bt nwadays u seem to b so bz and i dun dare to interrupt u..
Even a call i hv to think abt it tat whether i hv to call o nt..
:(((((((((((
bt its okay 4 me since i knw u hv lots of things to do and think..
i knw u r tired so we seems to hang out nt more than once a week..
bt i still love you btw..
u tired..and so do I..*hug*

Hemp..
i think i hv to pack my things up and goin to gym dy..
tata*

7 hrs ltr...

Im bac and i wd i did jz nw is shopping and do both my manicure and pedicure..
spends lots of money and i hv no time to go gym..
dunno wds wrong v me..
SIGH

am my attitude change nwadays?
am i rite to do some of the decision??perhaps..
Bt i wil do wd i nid to do and continuously doin on and carry on those vital stuffs..
im jz came bk and i feel so tired again..ONCE again..
hmm..
so wanna end of my post again for today..
tata ONCE again..

singalongsong~~

2009-07-31T03:25:00.000-07:00

MUSIC..
wd a beautiful element tat exist in our world..
MUSIC..
can either let us get high or heal our wound afta we get hurt..
MUSIC..
brings a lot of powerful energy to us to let us get into another amazing world..
MUSIC..
can means everything and is a catalyst when we r doin sth..
So..
MUSIC cant get rid frm my life!!!!!
NO MUSIC in my daily lifes wil make me feeling unwell..feel lost..feel sth is missin..
is like when we eat sth and swallow into our stomach..
but the stomach walls nt goin to do the 'churnin' action to digest the food..
Feel like anything must accompanied by MUSIC..YEAH!!

==''

wd a boring day==

2009-07-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

Hmm,,
basically im boring rite nw and stayin in the library for an hr dy..
Im lethargic bt hv to go class an hr later..DUH''

Jz nw i saw a fren he came to our campus and unfortunately he saw me and walks towards me..
I was wondering to walk away and get no attention from him..
Bt he say 'hi' to me so i was like okay and 'hi' back..

I heard frm my frens abt his scandal..
so im so arkward at tat moment and dunno wd to say when facing him since i knw those scandulous things tat happen on him and among my frens..
So yea..
I jz say hi ONLY..:)

long time i din go to gym dy and feel like goin
bt onwards i hv no muc leisure time to spend on..
and sadly my weight keep rising and rising..
I was so depressed and upset abt tat when i saw the scale keeps pointing towards the right everytime while i try to measure my WEIGHT..

i reali wanna take a break rite nw bt i couldnt..
tis whole week i was like so stress until i dunno wd to do..
The HOMEWORK is like so many until i cant even take a deep breath..
Damn torturing and excruciating..:(((((((((

tnt is my movie day wif my frens again..(long time din hang out dy)
yuhoo..(feel happy btw)
LOL,,
bt dunno wd mv we r goin to watch..
I think i hv to do pedicure again since my kuku is so ugly..
ugly normally means like the nail polish tear off and those stuffs..
dunno hw to explain bt i think Gals wil knw it better for sure..HEHE

in my mind rite nw..
BELIEVE IT O NT??..
is ful of assignments, homeworks and quizes tat is comin nex week..
i was like so pissed off on those bz stuffs dy and i wish i can hv a short vacation as well..:)

And also..
AUG is coming soon and left two days only the day wil reach..
the time is passin so fast
Jz a blink of eyes the time pass half year already..OMG
Hmm and im nt longer a gal hu is underage dy:(:(:(:(:(
Bt im goin to b legal soon..YEAH!!!

b4 end of tis post..
I hope u guys can still voting the thing by type TI M9 and send to 36611
And tis stuff wil valid until 14th of AUG..

THX guys:D

URGENT!!

2009-07-28T10:16:00.000-07:00

Hey guys..
i knw u all will do me a favour rite??..

alrite..
type TI M9 and send to 36611..
vote vote VOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you..:)))))))))))))

Monday again..

2009-07-26T19:37:00.000-07:00

It is 10.40am rite nw..
Feel like rite sth in my blog again..
Feel bored anyway and m waiting for my class later ard 11.00am..

Im still preparin for my biology presentation later..
Frankly im nt nervous at all cz all i hv to do later is jz like explain wd the slides show us..
And giv some elaboration and tryin to make my classmates understand wd m i explainin..:(

Duh..
Im ful rite nw and i hope it can b digested asap as i wanna go to class soon..
otherwise i feel like wanna slip again..
wth..

today..
still the same..
i wil end class approximately at 530pm..
and i hv to go for adv math and math class straight away within 2.30 hrs..
its torturing and excruciating but its okay lah..
i think i shud get to use it soon..

Hmm..
no caption again..
So shud i end my blog today earlier??..

LOL i think i hv to stop rite nw..
i hv been tok the lame things for few minutes dy..
u guys wil blame me y im ritin such a stupid things..

YA im boron..
haha..

LETUSBEGINAGAIN

2009-07-26T02:58:00.000-07:00

i hv been a long time din update my lil blogger dy..
bt i did today since i feel like i hv to rite sth on it LOL..

today is so damn hot and i was like so tired and lethargic..
but i still hv to do my homework and stuff..
wd to do??
be a student study is a MUST..arent u guys feel tat??..haha

hmm..
actually i hv no muc caption..
but i jz feel like updating sth special for today..

hmm,,
wd abt i share sth i did for tis few months?..
basically still the same..spend money??study??chilling??
wdelse?..(i oso dunno)
oh yea..
spending my memorable time v my lil hunnie bunnie..
i enjoy all da time v u..
wdever we go wdever we did i feel the warmth u gave to me..
i feel very blissful and happiness all da time although u r nt ard sometimes..
but u stil play an integral part in my life NOW AND IN FUTURE for sure..
I LOVE YOU!!..
u r the best love of my life..
and u dun hv to think those hilarious Q such as 'am i qualified'??and etc..
cz u r owayz in my mind :)

duh..
i hv been such a long time din go club dy..
i think is ard 4 weeks?5weeks?
i kinda 4gt dy but nvm..
i dun feel like goin dy..
i wan concentrate on YOU and my study..
no PARTAYY again frm nw on..
so far**hehe

the conclusion for today..same still..
IM FAT

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D